A COUPLE DAYZ AGO I LOST A FRIEND OF MINE TO SUICIDE.THIS IS THA 1ST TIME IN MY LIFE I HAVE HAD TO DEAL WITH THA SUICIDE OF A FRIEND....IT`S FUCKIN` WACK!I LOVE MY FOLKZ,NO DOUBT,BUT I HAVE NOT SHED A TEAR AZ OF NOW.....INSTEAD I`M MAD AT HIM.LAST TIME I SAW HIM WAS THA RAIDER/9ER GAME,I WAS COKED OUT AND LEFT BEFORE KICK-OFF.WE SPOKE ONCE AFTER THAT BUT I FORGOT TO CALL MY DOG TO SAY MERRY X-MAS!HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT?AT THA SAME TIME....THA MORE I FOCUS ON MY CAREER THA LESS I KICK IT WITH MY FOLKZ AND I`VE BEEN WORKIN` HARD THA LAST YEAR &1/4 OR SO.NOW,I MISS MY FOLKZ P AND IT`S TOO LATE TO TELL HIM WHAT I`M ABOUT TO TELL YA`LL.......NEVER KILL YOURSELF!DON`T BE FUCKIN` STUPID!LIFE IS HARD,MONEY AIN`T SHIT,THESE HOEZ AIN`T SHIT!!!!!!!WE ALL GO THRU IT,SOME A LITTLE MORE OR HARDER.....STILL GO THRU IT THO.NO-IT AINT RIGHT.NO-IT AINT FAIR.IT`S LIFE.WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE FOR NO SENSIBLE REASON(LIKE A HOLLYWOOD BANK ROBBERY OR AIDS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT)YOU HURT EVERYONE WHO LOVES YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH THA WAY YOUR LIFE IS.THAT IS THA MOST SELFISH ACT IN THA WORLD AND IT HURTS MORE PEOPLE THAN IT HELPS.LIFE IS NEVER THAT BAD.SUICIDE IS WACK!--------PROBLEEZY,P......I PRAY YOU REST IN PEACE MY NIG.....I WISH YOU WOULD HAVE CAME OVER MY HOUSE OR CALLED ME BUT I CANT CHANGE THAT.I LOVE YOU DOG.1-------(P.S. I SHED MY 1ST TEAR WHILE TYPING THIS,NEVER KILL YOURSELF,IF YOU EVER FEEL LIKE IT ......JUST DONT DO IT YA`LL.)
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