So if most of you don't know I'm a marine currently deployed in Iraq, and most of the time i sit around questioning religion and thinking very deeply about alot of shit. one thing that has been bothering me for a while is when i was recently sent home for a 2 week leave alot of people had questions about "what its like there", and one person had asked me if i have killed anyone yet. my answer is no, i tell him thats not my purpose and he talks to me like i'm a coward. at the time i was hard for me to explain to him what it really is about. I have not been attached head to head with anyone here, i have experianced morters and roadside bombs that have hit me, i am very fortunate that i wasn't hurt and i have lost friends here to blasts. i just don't see where people back home get off on saying what they'd do if they were here. do they understand we have limitations to what we can and can't do. is the media filling people's heads with gung ho bullshit.