FUCK A GUN
THE PAIN OF DEATH HITS YOU LIKE TON
WHEN YA LOVED 1'S LOST ANOTHER FATHER LOSES HIS SON
LIFE STILL SO YOUNG AND YET IN A FLASH ALREADY DONE
I REMEMBER ALL THE FUN, OF WHEN WE ALL WOULD SPARK UP
FROM WHEN THE SUNS DOWN TILL WHEN THE DARKS UP
MY DAY STARTS UP WITH MEMORIES CLEAR IN VISION
I ASK MYSELF WHAT LED YOU TO MAKE THIS DECISION
MY MIND FEELS LIKE ITS IN A PRISON
CUS I GO NO ANSWERS AND SO MANY QUESTIONS
I WOULDA LISTENED EACH AND EVERY 1 OF YOUR CONFESSIONS
AND KEEP US ENTERTAINED WITH THE STEADY SMOKE SESSIONS
IF I ONLY KNEW OF YOUR MINDSTATE
I KNOW I'D FIND HATE
ANGER AND MAYBE SOME REGRET
BUT YOU WAS MY DOG N IT WAS LIKE THAT SINCE THE DAY WE MET
COULDA TOLD ME ANY SECRET
AND IT'D BE STR8 UP ON SOME BETWEEN YOU N ME SHIT
I WOULDN'T GIVE A FUCK BOUT WHAT YA DONE OR WHO YOU BE WIT
I JUS VALUE OUR FRIENDSHIP
I NEVER THOUGHT IT'D END WITH
A VICIOUS SUICIDE
I WOULD PUT ALL MY PERSONAL PROBLEMS TO THE SIDE
I WANTED TO HELP AND I WOULD HAVE AT LEAST TRIED
AT THIS POINT I HAVEN'T CRIED
BUT INTO MY SOUL YOUR HIDDEN PAIN HAS PAST ON
THE TRUTH IN THE REALITY NOW IS HARD TO GET A GRASP ON
I HOPE IT WON'T LAST LONG
BUT THE PAIN IS STRONG LIKE YOUR KNOWLEDGE
YOU COULDA WENT TO COLLEGE BUT IT WASN'T YOUR PATH
I JUS WISH THIS DIDNT HAVE TO BE THE FINAL AFTERMATH
MISTREAT THE GIFT OF LIFE AND YOU COULD FIND A WICKED WRATH
I TAKE A BATH IN MY EMOTIONS AND PRAY FOR A CLEANSING
SO THIS SATURDAY AT THE MEMORIAL WHEN THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS SING
FOR YOU WE DO THIS IN HOPES TO STAY STRONG AND NOT FACE THE SAME ENDING
JOSH RANNEY
1983 - MARCH 27 2003
THE PAIN OF DEATH HITS YOU LIKE TON
WHEN YA LOVED 1'S LOST ANOTHER FATHER LOSES HIS SON
LIFE STILL SO YOUNG AND YET IN A FLASH ALREADY DONE
I REMEMBER ALL THE FUN, OF WHEN WE ALL WOULD SPARK UP
FROM WHEN THE SUNS DOWN TILL WHEN THE DARKS UP
MY DAY STARTS UP WITH MEMORIES CLEAR IN VISION
I ASK MYSELF WHAT LED YOU TO MAKE THIS DECISION
MY MIND FEELS LIKE ITS IN A PRISON
CUS I GO NO ANSWERS AND SO MANY QUESTIONS
I WOULDA LISTENED EACH AND EVERY 1 OF YOUR CONFESSIONS
AND KEEP US ENTERTAINED WITH THE STEADY SMOKE SESSIONS
IF I ONLY KNEW OF YOUR MINDSTATE
I KNOW I'D FIND HATE
ANGER AND MAYBE SOME REGRET
BUT YOU WAS MY DOG N IT WAS LIKE THAT SINCE THE DAY WE MET
COULDA TOLD ME ANY SECRET
AND IT'D BE STR8 UP ON SOME BETWEEN YOU N ME SHIT
I WOULDN'T GIVE A FUCK BOUT WHAT YA DONE OR WHO YOU BE WIT
I JUS VALUE OUR FRIENDSHIP
I NEVER THOUGHT IT'D END WITH
A VICIOUS SUICIDE
I WOULD PUT ALL MY PERSONAL PROBLEMS TO THE SIDE
I WANTED TO HELP AND I WOULD HAVE AT LEAST TRIED
AT THIS POINT I HAVEN'T CRIED
BUT INTO MY SOUL YOUR HIDDEN PAIN HAS PAST ON
THE TRUTH IN THE REALITY NOW IS HARD TO GET A GRASP ON
I HOPE IT WON'T LAST LONG
BUT THE PAIN IS STRONG LIKE YOUR KNOWLEDGE
YOU COULDA WENT TO COLLEGE BUT IT WASN'T YOUR PATH
I JUS WISH THIS DIDNT HAVE TO BE THE FINAL AFTERMATH
MISTREAT THE GIFT OF LIFE AND YOU COULD FIND A WICKED WRATH
I TAKE A BATH IN MY EMOTIONS AND PRAY FOR A CLEANSING
SO THIS SATURDAY AT THE MEMORIAL WHEN THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS SING
FOR YOU WE DO THIS IN HOPES TO STAY STRONG AND NOT FACE THE SAME ENDING
JOSH RANNEY
1983 - MARCH 27 2003
