yeah i gut a reason for this subject.....
i've been trying hard to get a steady,decent job for over 6 months,apllication after application.....to no avail though...today i got an interview for a job payin' 11.15 an hour,i got to go in for a second interview with the warehouse supervisor...and i'm so damn afraid of being turned down that i start getting pissed and feeling sorry for myself,before i know the answer....i became a felon at 14,and i recently caught assault charge for ''throwing'' a punch at this punk who called me a spic and ran off when he was going to ccatch some bo-lows...tacking on another 1300 dollar fine to my already 6,000 dollar worth of restitution.....shits' rough main,so i get bummed out,i sometimes just want to say fuck it and hit all these liks my homies put before me....but i've been trying my hardest to stay legal begal,you know.....i start feeling sorry for myself........but i really dont hold on to it for too long,i find ways to keep my mind off feeling like a loser......like i was meant to live life either in prison for trying to come up or in complete poverty....never be stable.......ya know?