Sinizter

Sometimes it hurts to be alone..
Inside my mind inside my home...
Sometimes im left with no place to go...
so i crawl deep down inside a hole...
there i stay.... so scared, i lay...
so scared to live another day...
I hate my life, i hate my friends...
so this is where my life must end...
I raise the gun.. i hold it steady...
i carress the trigger and get ready...
I close my eyes and make a fist...
who knew i would die alone like this...
the barrels cold like a gentle breeze...
i hold it up and gently squeeze...
the gun kicks back the bullet flies..
through my temple and behind my eyes...
my soul floats up and i look down...
all my painfull memories left with my body on the ground.
-Sinizter

I also do poetry BITCH!