Damn dogg, I'm sorry for your loss. A few years ago, my best friend tried to kill themself. They took a shitload of antidepressants. Luckily someone found them and got them to the hospital in time. It's always amazed me how a best friend can do that and now even tell ya.
Kray put it down on that album. Yeah, it is "throwaway" tracks, but it's still pretty damn good.
Btnhboard.com is the shit. I came over here after Siccness released BB3 & Ruthless.